Back in Dublin now. The past two days were so insanely busy.. cleaning everything, throwing things away, packing, rearranging furniture.. it was a lot of hard work and I'm REALLY going to miss that beautiful house. Arg. It's so nice to be back in the little Dublin apartment though. This place was such a big part of our relationship, and I had a lot of time here by myself to think and grow. It feels very good to be back. That said, we'll still be looking for a new apartment for him on Monday. I hope we find something more affordable AND nicer. Also I want it to be a place where only him and I have lived.