Call of Duty 4 has the stupidest gameplay ever.  I'm so frustrated by a retarded game because they decided to make it one of those 'keep reloading from a checkpoint until you reach the next one because you're going die about 20 times before you get there' games.  I thought they stopped with that since the old Soldier of Fortune.  All games like that do is piss you off until you feel like you need to break the damn controller.  Obviously, I'm pretty upset right now.  But this game would be SO good if it were possible to play for 15 seconds without getting randomly blown up.  It's boring having to sit in cover around some corner, sniping away at enemies while your objective clock runs down.  The enemies are never ending.  It's just ridiculous and doesn't leave you with a sense of accomplishment at all.  One of the worst shooters I've ever played, easily.  Although it's more upsetting because it COULD be amazing.
Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.  I feel so frustrated today.  Just generally bad.  The stupid embassy people can't answer my question (or won't, seeing as they refuse to talk to me on the phone and every time they email me, they answer the wrong question), I have no money and I ran out of fun video games to play.  I just want something else to do.  I want some friends here in Ireland.

Weird dreams again.. why? Why why why?  Really weird.  Do not like this.

I'm always wondering why Dublin is such an unfashionable city.  I'm not huge into fashion, but I appreciate a well-done outfit, hot shoes, accessories etc.. if I had more money, I definitely think I'd be more fashionable than I am.

Anyway, I really can't figure out this problem.  Is it because they're confined to an island?  Guys walking around with mullets, baggy t-shirts that say adidas or Nike across the front, and a different sports brand of track pants, which are cleverly tucked into their socks.  Really ugly sneakers on the bottom.  There's no excuse for that.  It DOESN'T LOOK GOOD.  Why???  Who created this disaster?  And what's worse, there's a lot of older men who walk around wearing that kind of garbage, because they want to seem like cool young kids.  I'm aghast.  I'll try to post some pics later.

The girls aren't as bad.  They generally wear really cute heels or sneakers and skinny jeans/leggings.. but then they go and wear an ugly shirt just to throw you off.  And they're obsessed with the 80's hair.  Don't get me wrong, I like the teased-80's hair look, but they take it in a different direction.. the wrong direction.  Again, I'll post pics later.  It's embarassing.

Last night I had weird dreams.  First, I dreamt my grandpa was staying with us, and then he started getting really sick so we were trying to take him to the hospital because we knew he didn't have much time left.. it was really awful.  In the dream I had to think 'Wait, hasn't this already happened?  He's not alive, is he?'  and then remembered that he had already died.  Gah.. it was so terrible.  Why would I dream that?  I was so used to seeing him as this incredibly fragile, dying man.. but he was so wonderful.  I miss him so much.  I really really do.

Got ISIS- Live V, and life is good again.  Oh, how this music racks my soul.
I'm definitely gonna get an ISIS tattoo someday.  I decided long ago, it's just a matter of when and where.  I'd like it on the back of my neck, but I want to be able to see it too.  I also think I finally want to go blonde.. just for a little while.

Ahhh I love Mass Effect 2 so much!  I think I should go back and replay the first one, because I don't really remember it too much.  Also I realized I didn't get very many achievements from it.  Dunno why I didn't.. I played it all the way through but apparently I didn't get 150 pistol/shotgun kills etc.  Those should be easy.  Ah well.

Alright, back to listening to the best music imaginable and chillin.

I love Fridays!!!!

Weekends in general.. Getting to stay up late with Lars and sleep in with him.. playing games and watching shows and goofing around like two kids in love.. I do love him so much.. everything it takes to be with him, it's worth it.

I bought a new jacket yesterday. It's awesome and fits right and it the perfect price. I might actually go back to that store and get another one.. all their jackets were on sale because it's summer, and they had a few different ones that were all really cute. Luckily the weather was gorgeous.

I might make Lars take me somewhere today.. we're both up pretty early and the weather should be nice. We'll see.

Teaaaaaa!!!

Weeeeeee I finally finished Mass Effect 2!!! 100% paragon which was nice.. I got to save a few of my characters because of it. Unfortunately, Mordin didn't make it during the final fight. It's kind of ok because I didn't like him.. being all anti-Krogan >> However, I'm missing out on 75 gamerscore because of him. I might go back and redo it. Blah.. I dunno. We'll see. I have no idea how anybody gets up past level 30 on these games. I've done EVERYTHING it has to offer and I'm only 28.. I can't figure out what else I can do.
Alright, off to bed. So tired. Tomorrow's FRIDAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

I feel really pretty today.