Man I slept terribly last night.  Too much caffeine and Lars made me sleep on his side of the bed, which was abnormal and made me feel awkward ><
Blahhh.
Still, I have lots to do today.

When you fall asleep, you have to forget yourself.

MASSSSS EFFECTTTT 22222222!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  MUST PLAY ALWAYS

Trying to play Mass Effect 2 and even though I've been playing almost 30 hours, I keep getting more and more and MORE stuff to do.  This game is going to take ages to finish fully!

And why are the husks 10,000x more annoying than in ME?!?!?  Oh ok, go destroy the alien artifact creating husks?  Sure, no problem!  I just have to attempt to punch my way through 50 husks running at me at the same time, and end up getting mauled to death in the process!   Don't even know where this alien artifact is ffs.

I will finish it ><

I feel so amazingly content and happy with my life right now.
There's nothing I'd change right now.  Some things are up in the air, but it's fine.  My life is going somewhere.  I'm so glad for the people who have stayed by my side throughout the years and even the ones who have treated me wrong.. they've taught me a lot of lessons.

I love my life.

More errands to run!  Yesterday was Lars' bday.  It was fun.  Although I made a cake that neither of us felt like eating so it's just sitting in the kitchen.

New 4Minute mini-album out.  Love them.

I need to get a frame for my Rembrandt poster.
Also I need to go to Clery's now.

I can't believe I got semi-groped in Paris.  This grosslooking old guy did one of those 'I'm walking towards you but I don't know which way to go' so we ended up bumping into one another (on purpose most likely) and his hand "accidentally" touched my thigh.. yuck.  He was SO disgusting.  I can't believe men like that think they are entitled to any respect in this world.  There are way more of them out there than I would have believed a few years ago.  I hope this experience doesn't traumatize me or anything.  I don't think it will but I just want to move past it and forget it.  I've definitely heard of it happening a lot in Paris before so even before we left, I was thinking it could happen to me.  Oh well.

Alright, off into the world.

Though I'm very glad to be back in Dublin with Lars, after an amazing week with Michelle, I finally have time to mourn the loss of the greatest thing that has ever happened to me.. ISIS is no more.

It doesn't seem like it could be true.. ISIS splitting is as close to one of my worst nightmares I could imagine, and yet here it is.

It's absolutely surreal how much they've changed my life for the better.  The emotions I've felt, beyond anything I could ever imagine I could have been able to..  the bliss and divinity I've experienced listening to their music.. oh God I feel like I will have a breakdown knowing they won't be making any more music.  No more shows to catch.  It HURTS me physically.

All I can say is that I am so happy to have been able to know about this band, live in the time when they were creating magic and see them in front of me more than once.  I can't really explain how I feel about them.. they're like my other half.

I've got plenty of pictures of my trip to upload, stories to tell and experiences to reflect upon, but for now I just want to close my eyes and look back at the life I've lived for the past 9 years and how much of it exists the way it does, because I've had ISIS.

Bestttttt week everrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!